i’m way too tired to continue making a post for everyday that i’m gone. of course, the last one is dedicated to you. you are so special to me. it seems like a recurring theme, because it is one, that i can be selfish. all of my mistakes that i’ve made in the past have been made with you. I sometimes don’t respect the things you say, i dont listen, i often just want to do...
I’m sorry I badmouthed this so much after being part of it for so long. especially you CH. i’m sorry i was so belittling of you and making fun of you even though you did so much work behind the scenes. this was a huge part of my undergrad career. it helped me find a spot of belonging, and to just trash that is completely stupid of me. I was just expecting way too much to the point that...
I’ve actually been better with you guys than i have been in the past. I guess it just took coming home after a semester with a better attitude and I can see how much brighter the house is with it. I was acting spoiled, immature, and not like the oldest son at all. hell, i acted like i was still in my rebellious teenage years (atleast less now). lazy, unhelpful, and selfish can easily sum up...
I guess its easiest if i start with the most recent. I get way too competitive, what can i say. to the point where i’m unbearable to be around. I’m not really sure what causes all my hissy fits, or what circumstances grant me immediate access to my “high and mighty king zone.” the truth is, i’ve treated you and many others like shit, whether it be through passive...
so….i’ve been going through a rough patch recently, i.e. easily frustrated, petty arguments, the whole sha-bang. I have been guilty of being selfish, over the top pompous, and more or less, hissy. and through this, i have hurt people close to me, maybe to the point where some no longer want to associate with me, and i realized, at some point, that i need to man up. So with that in...
Why the fuck do I feel so insignificant
dafuq is family
getting very little studying done. my mind is all over the place zz
Harro, thought I’d stop by and post something for the first time in months. What have I been up to? Nothing out of the ordinary really. Friday marked 8 amazing months that I’ve been together with Amaris and it’s been an awesome journey. Though both of us may think of things differently and sometimes are on different pages, I think we somehow find ourselves making our way towards...
3 days of school so far and 3 naps. i feel so buried in pressure i dont even know.
hey you, thank you for being in my life. thank you for so many great memories and the knowing that there will be infinitely more for us along the road. thank you for your tears, your smiles, your laughs, your cheers. sighs and frowns, up or down, i’m just thankful to have you <3
still have lots of things to learn.
TT is a breast cancer survivor that came to our clinical applications class talk about her experience with it. I’m abbreviating her name because I couldn’t actually hear what her name was but managed to hear the first letters lol. She told us of her story: of her first getting diagnosed with pre-diabetes, and then exercising till she lost weight and found a lump. It was a really...
i love my gf
walking with my head down
i cant tell if im walking with my head down due to the weather, me being hella tired, or me having no confidence in myself. if its the latter, its definitely been awhile and i need to pick my swag back up.
spoookybunny: lonelypath: videohall: Gangnam Style on chatroulette > Wow, they put so much work into that. That was fricking awesome. > Is the guy on the left at 1:50 sucking on a can of whipped cream? > The elevator part. > I’m extremely disappointed they didn’t re-create him screaming at the girl’s yoga-butt. THESE PEOPLE ARE CREATIVE :DDD i wanna do thiisss I lost it...
im just happy and there's nothing but smiles :D
i believe in you ^^
sometimes i feel selfish or jealous...but i guess...
on another note i spilled coffee on my favorite jacket. yay
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